tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-75789882242300081302008-12-03T09:32:24.344+08:00I breath in.. and I breath out.. I look up upon the sky, the sun, the clouds, the moon, the stars and all the mysteries they hide.. I look below to the earth, the sand, the grass, the flowers, and all the secrets they contain.. I look within me.. and I see the same mysteries and secrets.. and I smile.. because I know what I need to do now..kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.comBlogger29125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-36515771485528303892008-12-02T13:54:00.010+08:002008-12-03T09:32:24.363+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Gadis kecil... dengan bola mata cokelat mudanya, menatap polos ke angkasa...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mata yang punya satu ekspresi... mata yang selalu bertanya... tentang dunia di balik bola mata cokelat mudanya...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mata yang selalu minta jawaban atas pertanyaan hatinya...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Gadis kecil... dengan hati mudanya, mencoba mengenal rasa di dalam dada...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Hati yang selalu haus... haus akan rasa <strong>m.e.n.g.e.r.t.i</strong>... mengapa ia DISINI...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Hati yang selalu minta diguyur air pencerahan atas dahaganya...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Rasa haus itulah sahabat setianya... teman seperjalanannya... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Kawan yang selalu ada, hingga sang gadis kecil beranjak dewasa...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Hingga sang gadis mempercayakan tangannya bergenggaman bersama dalam setapak perjalanan kehidupannya...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Ia percayakan sang haus menuntun langkah demi langkah perjalanannya... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Menuju setitik embun di daun... setakup tangan air hujan... satu kolam besar oase... satu keajaiban mata air yang tak pernah kering... limpahan tumpah ruah air terjun... riak deras sungai... atau jika mungkin kaya-nya lautan kehidupan untuk memuaskan dahaganya...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Haus itu kadang terasa manis karena ia hanya merindu setitik embun di daun... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Hanya perlu sepenggal singkat waktu sang gadis menanti... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Hingga malam belum ingin lari pergi dan mentari belum ingin angkuh berdiri... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Ia kecupkan bibirnya pada setitik embun dini hari... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Dan hatinya pun tersenyum kembali...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Namun ada kalanya haus itu terasa menyesakan, </span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">mematikan... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">mencekik leher dan membuatnya lunglai pingsan...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Karena haus yang telah biasa ada, membuatnya lupa bahwa air-lah tujuan hidupnya...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Ia menangis dan menjerit... merasa tak mengerti... mengapa ia tak mampu lagi berdiri...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Saat lelah mencapai puncak paling tinggi... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Saat hening menyergap diantara ambang perlawanan dan kepasrahan...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Perlahan kesadaran merambati diri... </span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Memori menyusup menemani... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Bahwa tak ia hiraukan genggaman tangan tulus sahabat setianya... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Hingga digenggamkannya kuat-kuat tangan sang gadis, hanya untuk mengingatkan... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Bahwa ia ada... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Dalam sedih perih... dalam lelah terperah... dalam limbung bingung... sang gadis kembali melangkah...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Tak kan cukup setitik embun kini... Tak kan cukup setakup tangan air hujan kini... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Haus... Dahaga... terasa luar biasa menyiksa...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Tak cukup hanya ia dan haus.. hanya ia dan dahaga...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Tak cukup berdua... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Dalam letih sang gadis bersimpuh... dikatupkannya kedua tangan.. disatukannya jemari-jemarinya... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Dalam hening sang gadis berserah... dipejamkannya kedua mata... dilepaskannya buliran tangisan air matanya...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Berdoa... mereka tak hanya berdua...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Karena tak mampu mereka berlari mencari oase, sungai, air terjun bahkan lautan...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mereka butuh bimbingan... Mereka butuh kekuatan... Mereka butuh bisikan ketenangan... Mereka butuh pencerahan.. Mereka butuh keajaiban...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Dan sang gadis... menanti... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-63455123793763677652008-11-26T14:24:00.021+08:002008-11-26T16:37:19.125+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Jantung berhenti beberapa detik...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Mulut <em>menganga</em> beberapa senti...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Semangat positif turun derajat beberapa poin...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">yoga di-<span style="font-size:180%;">haram</span>-kan???....</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></strong></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></strong></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></strong></div><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 100px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://kiki.cresenda.nomadlife.org/uploaded_images/yoga_mind_body-724647.jpg" border="0" /><br /><div align="left"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>Catatan penting</strong> : kejadian <strong><span style="font-size:130%;">masih</span></strong> di negara tetangga..</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"><em><strong>Crossing my finger</strong></em> ini <strong><span style="font-size:130%;">bukan</span></strong> penyakit menular...<strong><span style="font-size:130%;">bukan</span></strong> flu burung jenis baru.. <strong><span style="font-size:130%;">AMIIIIIIIN</span></strong></span></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:130%;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:130%;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"><span style="font-size:78%;">Gambar dari: </span><a href="http://images.craveonline.com/article_imgs/Image/yoga_mind_body.jpg"><span style="font-size:78%;">http://images.craveonline.com/article_imgs/Image/yoga_mind_body.jpg</span></a></span></div>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-71221425667234390162008-11-25T20:58:00.009+08:002008-11-26T16:24:45.961+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">Ki</span></strong>Satria baja hitam berteriak...</span><br /><div><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;"><strong>"BERUBAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!"</strong></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 165px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://kiki.cresenda.nomadlife.org/uploaded_images/Ksatria-baja-hitam-778111.jpg" border="0" /></div><br /><p></p><p><span style="font-size:78%;">Gambar dari: </span><a href="http://www.webspawner.com/users/burakku/Motors.jpg"><span style="font-size:78%;">http://www.webspawner.com/users/burakku/Motors.jpg</span></a></p>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-77373230678262769392008-11-25T19:06:00.041+08:002008-11-26T16:26:10.735+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong>padet</strong></span><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong>padet padet</strong></span><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong>padet padet padet</strong></span><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong>padet padet padet padet padet</strong></span><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;"><strong><span style="font-size:78%;">padet padet </span><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffff66;">nunggu</span> <span style="font-size:78%;">padet padet</span></strong></span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;"><strong><span style="font-size:78%;">padet padet </span><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffff66;">nunggu nunggu</span> <span style="font-size:78%;">padet padet</span></strong></span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;"><strong><span style="font-size:78%;">padet padet</span> <span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffff66;">nunggu nunggu nunggu</span> <span style="font-size:78%;">padet padet</span></strong></span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;"><strong>padet padet <span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#ffff66;">nunggu</span> </span><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc33;">meledak</span> <span style="color:#ffff66;"><span style="font-size:85%;">nunggu</span> </span>padet padet </strong></span><br /></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-size:78%;">padet padet </span><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffff66;">nunggu nunggu nunggu</span> <span style="font-size:78%;">padet padet</span></span></strong><br /></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-size:78%;">padet padet</span> <span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffff66;">nunggu nunggu</span> <span style="font-size:78%;">padet padet</span></span></strong><br /></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-size:78%;">padet padet</span> <span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#ffff66;">nunggu</span> </span><span style="font-size:78%;">padet padet</span></span></strong><br /></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:78%;">padet padet padet padet padet</span></strong><br /></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:78%;">padet padet padet</span></strong><br /></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:78%;">padet padet</span></strong><br /></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:78%;">padet</span></strong></div>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-90983868697626780042008-11-25T15:07:00.006+08:002008-11-25T16:47:14.565+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Hey!! Kau bukan cinta biasa!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Jangan terus kau ingkari dirimu wahai cinta!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Jika Tuhan punya banyak trik untuk menyalakan lilin di hati manusia,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">maka ini adalah trik <span style="font-size:100%;"><strong>pamungkas </strong></span>untuk menyulut <strong><span style="font-size:100%;">obor</span></strong> di keseluruhan diri kita..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Bukan.. Bukan..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Jangan salah sangka..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Bukan obor cinta monyet yang memercikan getar-getar asmara...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Bukan juga obor romantisme yang memetikan dawai-dawai 'tuk bernyanyi lagu sendu merdu..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Ia hanya obor suci..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Penerang jalan penghubung materil dan spirituil..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:130%;"><strong>Tak percaya???</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Tanyalah pada sang kala..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Ia menyimpan banyak rahasia..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Sungguh....</span>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-78555865024208627182008-11-25T14:49:00.014+08:002008-11-25T16:41:31.359+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Dan ke-"absurd"-an yang dulu berhembus sepoi-sepoi...</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Yang hanya menarikan daun terbang rendah...</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Kini berubah bergemuruh dan bertiup kencang...</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Ingin menghempas dan menumbangkan pohon yang menghalangi di depan..</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Haruskah kuhentikan?..</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mampukah kuhentikan?...</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Jika memang sudah saatnya...</span></div>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-27954195154068361132008-11-24T11:08:00.017+08:002008-11-25T16:51:08.547+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Awal pagi kemarin, kusambut mentari jam 7 pagi dengan niat baik di hati.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Kulangkahkan kaki dengan semburat senyum mengiringi perjalanan singkat menuju <em>breakfast </em>store terdekat.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Awal pagi kemarin, kuniatkan membantu membeli sarapan untuk segerombolan manusia yang menghabiskan malam di <em>apartment-</em>ku.. Agar pikiran tenang sebelum rapat ber-jam-jam mereka dimulai..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Awal pagi kemarin.. tak kuingat bersitan awan hitam bergelantungan.. Baik di hati, di pikiran, ataupun di niatan.. Hanya kebaikanNya yang berusaha kuwujudkan hari itu..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Namun kedamaian pikiran di awal pagi kemarin sirna... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Tepat disaat kusadari hilangnya selembar 1000NT$ yang kusimpan di saku celana..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Aku tidak marah.. tidak emosi.. tidak sedih-perih.. tidak awut-awut-an dan ugal-ugal-an..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mood-ku baik-baik saja.. Hatiku tenang-tenang saja.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Hanya satu yang terjadi.. pikiran mengambil alih diri-Ku sepanjang hari itu..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Aku beralih profesi.. menjadi pedagang kehidupan nomor satu..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Aku percaya.. semua hal terjadi dalam hidup ini karena alasan.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Semua pengalaman adalah semua pelajaran..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Maka kuteriakan di keseluruhan pikiran.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mengapa ya??</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Pikiran bertanya... </span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mengapa ya? </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Bulan ini aku <em>kan</em> sudah banyak pengeluaran.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Pedagang menghitung.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Tagihan telp paling tinggi selama 11 bulan disini.. <em>travelling</em> dengan biaya paling mahal selama aku disini.. biaya <em>chinese course </em>yang masih harus kulunasi nanti.. oleh-oleh yang masih harus kubeli akhir bulan nanti.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"><em>bla bli bla bli bla bli</em>.. diam..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Hmmm..1000NT$ kan Rp 300.000.. harusnya bisa kugunakan untuk.. <em>bla bli blu bla bli blu</em>.. <em>ble</em>.. diam..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Hasil = defisit.. minus.. (-)</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Pagi berganti siang..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Pikiran bertanya.. Mengapa ya?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mungkin ada yang lebih butuh uang itu dari aku.. Pasti uangnya kembali berlipat ganda untukku..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Pedagang menghitung..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"><em>Lazy sunday noon</em> yang sempurna = (+) surplus!</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mantan <em>room mate </em>traktir Subway untuk makan siang, d</span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">ilengkapi waktu hangat ngobrol dan tertawa bersama = (+ )(+) surplus banget!</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Hari yang tidak dingin menggigit = (+) surplus!</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Rumah yang lebih hidup karena banyak manusianya = (+) surplus!</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Siang berganti sore.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Ngobrol dan bercanda sebentar di dunia maya sama Ehem ehem ;p = (+) (+) surplus pastinya! ;p</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"><em>Dapet</em> tiket murah buat nonton film sama 2 teman baik = (+) surplus!</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Pompa ban dan oli-in rantai sepeda gratis.. Sepeda bisa dipake lagi = (+) (+) surplusessss!</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Banyak sampah <em>banget </em>di rumah ga diberesin sama manusia-manusia yang numpang rapat = (-) minus dikit</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Bersihin sampah sama teman nan super bersih dan baik = (+) minus nya ga jadi</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Sore berganti malam..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Naik sepeda ke bioskop setelah lama gak naik sepeda = (+) surplus!</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Filmnya <em>mayan</em> bagus.. jadi lebih <em>ngerti</em> sejarah dan budaya Taiwan = (+) (+) surplus!</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"><em>Temen</em> melarang mengganti duit dia bayar tiket bioskop = (+) surplus <em>donk cuy</em>!</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Bercanda dan ketawa-tawa sama 2 teman baik= (+) (+) <em>surplussesss</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Makan <em>Japanese foods</em> super enak dan penuh cinta sama 3 teman baik.. Dibayarin lagi.. = (+) (+) surplus berlebihan :D</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teman yang lain kehilangan uang di <em>apartment-</em>nya.. 60.000NT$.. (<em>I'm really really sorry for you Friend.. honestly</em>) </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Namun pikiran berseru.. AMIN cuma <em>ilang</em> 1000NT$!!! = (+) (+) (+) makasih Tuhan...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Pedagang kalkulasi... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Hasil = (+) SURPLUS!! Hari yang murah untuk sebegitu banyak berkah... :D TERIMA KASIH...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Aha!!.. hati ini riang.. sudah kudapatkan pelajaranmu hey wahai semesta.. :)</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Murid yang baik kan aku??</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Namun pagi ini.. masih ada pikiran menggantung.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Masih ada satu "mengapa" tertinggal..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Seakan.. belum kudapatkan rahasia ilmu yang berusaha diselipkan semesta dalam secarik kertas warna biru dengan satu angka 1 dan tiga buah angka 0 tertera diatasnya..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Kuterdiam.. kupeluk keheningan.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Dan kudengar bisikan..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">"Uang itu milik-Ku.. itu hanya pinjaman untukmu.. hanya <em>loan</em>.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Akan Ku-ambil kapanpun Kumau.. seperti adanya semua dalam hidupmu.."</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Dan kutertunduk malu.. sebulir air mengalir..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Dan pelukan meregang..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Dan genggaman mengendur..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Dan hati tersiram damai....</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">TERIMA KASIH...sungguh.. Terima kasih...</span>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-75945010452526317102008-11-21T09:09:00.011+08:002008-11-26T16:15:21.880+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Entah berapa banyak manusia disini yang ikut memikirkan apa kabarmu..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Entah berapa banyak mata yang menyadari kosongnya tempat duduk mu..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Berhari-hari sudah kini..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Bisa jadi hanya aku sendiri..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Aku tak tahu pasti..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Kekosongan itu tepat ada di sebelah bahu kiri..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Di meja bersih yang hanya dihuni 1 <em>telephone</em>, 1 kalender kecil, 1 gambar rute bis, 1 origami bunga lilly kecil dari ku dan nama Jyun-Chuan Wang..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Sebentuk manusia yang sudah hidup 3x lipat lebih lama dari ku..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Berbadan besar dan selalu berjalan dengan tongkat yang menjadi ciri khas mu..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Orang bilang ada yang sedikit salah dengan otak mu.. atau mental mu..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Karena sakit yang kau derita lebih dari 10tahun lalu..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Di mata ku.. itu hanya membuat mu menjadi <em>naive</em> kembali.. polos dan kadang seperti anak kecil..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Bagiku.. tak ada sedikit pun yang salah dari mu..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Walau entah mengapa hampir semua menjauhimu..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Atau memilih mengumbar ucap berwarna hitam abu-abu di belakangmu..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Pak.. aku percaya.. kamu hanya orang baik yang selalu salah dimengerti..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Andai mereka mengerti..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mereka bilang Bapak tak tahu diri..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Karena beberapa kejadian dimana emosi Bapak meledak-ledak luar biasa..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mereka pikir Bapak tak bisa mengontrol emosi dan kurang ajar.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Walaupun motif Bapak marah sekedar mempertanyakan apa yang memang menjadi hak Bapak..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mereka bilang Bapak aneh dan merepotkan..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Karena seringnya Bapak berbicara dengan sangat panjang dan lebar tentang satu hal kepada orang lain.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mereka mengeluh... Dan meng-iya-kan sambil lalu..Kadang tertawa di belakang atau bahkan di depan Bapak..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Walaupun informasi yg Bapak bagi hampir selalu tentang info terlengkap dan terkini mengenai bis mana yang gratis dan murah.. <em>Restaurant</em> mana yang enak dan murah.. Dan semua jenis informasi baik yang selalu tak luput dari niat berbagi kepada sesama..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mereka bilang Bapak pemalas..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Karena kerja Bapak hanya memungut sampah di jalan sekitar kantor di pagi dan sore hari d</span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">an kemudian duduk diam dan manis di bangku Bapak sepanjang sisa waktu yang Bapak punya.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mereka sibuk menghitung berapa banyak "gaji buta" yang Bapak makan setiap bulan nya..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Walaupun memang hanya itulah tanggung jawab yang dipercayakan kepada Bapak, karena keterbatasan fisik Bapak..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Sungguh mereka tak mengerti..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Bahwa se-absurd apapun dirimu terlihat dari luar.. hati mu sangat baik dan bersih..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mungkin dirimu bukan mother theresa..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Yang selalu berusaha memikirkan dan mendahulukan orang lain..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mungkin memang selalu kau dahulukan apa yang menjadi hak mu..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Karena bagi mu, dirimu lah yang utama..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Tapi kutahu tak pernah kau ganggu area pribadi orang lain..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Tak pernah kau bersitkan selintas pikiran buruk tentang orang lain..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Tak pernah kau minta, apalagi kau curi, apa yang bukan milik mu..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mungkin dirimu bukan dermawan harta..<br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Dan mungkin Bapak hanyalah dermawan bagi diriku.. derma hal-hal kecil yang berarti (dan kadang2 ajaib-ajaib bentuknya ;p) hingga aku hampir tak butuh apa-apa disini..<br />berbiji-biji magnet warna-warni dan <em>hello kitty</em> untuk kugunakan di mejaku.. yang jumlah nya sungguh berlebihan :)..<br /><em>tissue paper</em> yang terus kau tambah, walau sudah kubilang aku masih punya :)..<br />pensil dan isi pensil berwarna emas.. yang kemudian kau tambahkan lagi dengan yg warna perak, walau dalam 11bulan, dua-dua nya tak habis-habis :)..<br />garpu kecil untuk menggaruk punggung (hahahahaha.. bisa-bisanya kepikiran)<br />mug coffee yang sama dengan yang kau punya..<br />alas cangkir dengan motif teddy bear..<br />dan benda-benda kecil lain nya yang sungguh banyak jumlahnya..<br />dan berbagai informasi yg kau sampaikan dalam</span> <span style="font-size:78%;">mandarin, yang walaupun ku tak mengerti, ku tahu ia pasti berguna :)<br /></span>Tapi kutahu.. Akan kau bagi apa yang bisa kau bagi kepada orang lain.. walau itu hanya sebentuk informasi yang tak sebegitu berartinya bagi orang lain.. Tapi kutahu.. Mereka selalu datang dari hati..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mungkin dirimu bukan <em>workaholic</em>..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Tapi kutahu kamu orang yang sangat bertanggung jawab..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Kau lakukan apa yang dipercayakan kepadamu dengan sepenuh hati..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Hidupmu seperti meditasi..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mampu kulihat dari caramu memungut sampah.. melipat satu per satu kantong2 plastik.. menghabiskan jam demi jam setiap hari..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Kau selalu berbagi keheningan.. hanya kau, sampah, dan hening.. hanya kau, plastik dan hening.. hanya kau, detik waktu dan hening..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Andai kau tahu.. jutaan manusia jungkir balik dalam hidupnya untuk mampu merasakan keheningan itu..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Dan andai mereka mengerti..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Entah bagaimana caranya agar mereka mengerti.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mungkin harus kuminta mereka berhenti memakai kaca mata dan menggunakan kaca hati mereka..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mereka tak mengerti.. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Bahwa Bapak hanya orang baik yang salah dimengerti..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Tapi Pak.. tak apa.. karena tak semua harus mengerti.. :) </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:78%;">note: Tulisan ini untuk Bapak Jyun-Chuan Wang yang sudah 1 minggu lebih sakit serius dan hingga hari ini masih terbaring di RS.. semoga hanya fisik yang sakit ya Pak.. jiwa dan hati selalu sehat seperti biasa.. damai hati untuk Bapak :) cepat sembuh!</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:78%;"><a href="http://kiki.cresenda.nomadlife.org/uploaded_images/Mr.Jyun-Chuan-Wang-746312.bmp"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 104px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="http://kiki.cresenda.nomadlife.org/uploaded_images/Mr.Jyun-Chuan-Wang-746296.bmp" border="0" /></a></span>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-79892917681965580572008-11-17T05:28:00.008+08:002008-11-26T16:16:27.967+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Tetaplah disini.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Agar mampu terus Kutarikan tarian terbaik Mu di pentas kehidupan</span> </span></div><div align="center"><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Tinggal lah disini.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Agar mampu terus Kunyanyikan nyanyian termerdu Mu di keseluruhan semesta</span> </span></div><div align="center"><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Berjalan lah bersama ku..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Agar mampu terus Kuberikan senyum paling tulus Mu kepada semua jiwa yang melintas</span> </span></div><div align="center"><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Bersandinglah bersama ku..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Agar mampu terus Kusebarkan cinta kasih Mu ke seluruh penjuru jagat raya</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Hingga saatnya Kau ambil kembali hidup yang memang milik Mu</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Damai hati saat Kau disini.. maka.. tetaplah disini ya? :)</span> </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Walau ku tahu sesungguhnya Kau kan selalu setia</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Dan selalu akan Ada :)</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Teruntuk Ia yang menghadiahkan tiap hembusan nafas...</span> </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">(Aku cinta Kamu sampai mati :D)</span><br /></div></span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-18158174503889270432008-11-14T13:15:00.016+08:002008-11-26T16:17:40.778+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Kamu itu jenis cinta macam apa?</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">...Indah sekali...</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mengharukan</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Menyejukan</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Menenangkan</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Kamu itu jenis cinta macam apa?</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">...Luar biasa sekali...</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Tak menggenggam</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Tak meredam</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Tak menekan</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Kamu itu jenis cinta macam apa?</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">...Dewasa sekali...</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Melegakan</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Membebaskan</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mengembangkan</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Kamu itu jenis cinta macam apa?</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">...Mulia sekali...</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">..Kaya ilmu kehidupan..</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Kamu itu jenis cinta macam apa?</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">...Mengagumkan sekali...</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Sabar</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Pasti</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Membumi</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Dan untuk kamu...</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Kamu itu jiwa macam apa yang mampu melimpahkan cinta semacam itu?</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Satu yang aku tahu.. kamu adalah hadiah indah dari semesta</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Semesta sedang berlimpah cinta saat jiwamu dicipta</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Dan untuk itu.. Terima kasih untuk ada</span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:78%;">Note: this goes for you dear... Terima kasih untuk semua..</span></em><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-44543958138899945382008-11-04T15:47:00.006+08:002008-11-26T16:21:12.612+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;"><strong>Teruntuk semua yang terjadi di masa lalu...</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></strong><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk semua <strong>keputusan tidak bijak</strong> yang pernah dibuat</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk perasaan terburu-buru, <em>perspective</em> sempit, logika tumpul yang hadir saat itu</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk perasaan menyesal dan penyadaran kebodohan yang lahir setelahnya</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"><strong>Terima kasih...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk semua <strong>jiwa yang tersakiti dan terluka</strong> atas keputusan tidak bijak yang pernah dibuat</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk ketidakpedulian dan ketidaksadaran yang melingkupi diri saat itu</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk perasaan sedih, malu, menyesal dan penyadaran kebodohan yang hinggap setelahnya</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"><strong>Terima kasih...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk <strong>gumulan ego dan kesombongan</strong> yang pernah memenuhi rongga hati</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk busungan dada, kepala menengadah, dan perasaan tinggi hati yang lahir karena nya</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk semua <strong>jiwa yang merasa dikecilkan dan tidak dihargai </strong>karena kebutaan ego di hati</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk perasaan lebih berharga, lebih pintar, lebih....dan paling paling... yang menari di dalam diri saat itu</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk perasaan menyesal, malu, tidak berharga dan penyadaran kebodohan yang datang setelahnya </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"><strong>Terima kasih...</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></strong><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk kebencian, kedengkian, perasaan menghakimi, iri yang pernah menemani</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk perasaan sedih, kesepian, dibenci, bingung, tidak yakin yang pernah melingkupi </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk semua tahap penuh kebodohan dan ketidaksadaran dalam hidup yang pernah dilewati</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"><strong>Terima kasih...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk semua pembelajaran di masa lalu...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"><strong>Terima kasih...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Terima kasih atas kesempatan mengalami dan mencicipi sendiri rasa unik kalian...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Terima kasih atas peran dualisme sempurna yang dimainkan... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:130%;">Teruntuk masa kini...</span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk penyadaran akan semua pembelajaran</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk kenikmatan yang hadir pada saat mengambil keputusan yang bijak</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk kebahagiaan yang lahir pada saat mengetahui keputusan yang dibuat tidak mengganggu ranah pribadi jiwa lain </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk kedamaian yang melingkupi diri karena usaha untuk lebih membumi</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk cinta yang hadir pada saat mata melihat bahwa semua jiwa sama setara adanya</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"><strong>Teruntuk seluruh damai hati, kasih, cinta dan perasaan bersyukur yang membajiri diri saat ini</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">TERIMA KASIH</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:130%;">Teruntuk masa depan...</span></strong><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk langkah kaki yang akan berpijak di waktu datang</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk nafas yang masih dihadiahkan detik kemudian</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk momen-momen kebodohan dan ketidaksadaran yang mungkin akan datang nanti</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Teruntuk penyadaran dan pembelajaran yang lahir kembali nanti</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"><strong>TERIMA KASIH</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Detik ini ku hidup.. Detik ini ku bersyukur.. Terima kasih semesta atas semua..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Terima kasih untuk hidup ini...</span></strong>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-87668759129815478302008-11-03T01:09:00.011+08:002008-11-26T16:31:13.246+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I enjoy private moments with small number of people </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I enjoy qualified conversations</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I enjoy sitting in silence side by side with people I love.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I Love silence... When words no longer necessary to bridge two heart... It's peaceful...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I love to read book alone in my room or simply doing nothing in my own room</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I love to be busy with my own mind and my questions about Life </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">And I love to share and discuss those thoughts about Life with the people sharing the same passion</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I would rather walking along the beach and collecting bunch of stones and coral than hanging out in malls browsing for the newest edition of branded stuffs</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I never really fall in love with malls I don't know why... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">(come on Indonesia, we need good parks to walk to)</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I Love to see the sunset and enjoying the fresh open air </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I Love to see the perfect universe in children eyes</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I Love to laugh out loud even until I am breathless</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I Love to hear people laughing and allow myself to laugh out loud because of it</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I Love to smile to people - even if they are strangers on the street</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I Love to see smile in people's face and allow myself to smile wider because of it</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I Love to shed my tears when something so touching happens even when people thinks it is silly :)</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I Love to walk alone... I don't mind with that...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Or I love to walk with those who won't mind me keep in silence during our walk :) haha</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I never really like party... hyperactive ambience always makes me feel uncomfortable... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I don't like losing grip... I like to be sober all the time :)</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I Love to dance a lot... I dance all the time in front of the mirror hahaha</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">And I love to see the mirror a lot even when I am not dancing hahaha</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I Love to look at the sky above.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I Love beautiful nature..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I Love simple and warm-hearted people from small village.. especially their smile :)</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I Love to look deep into the eyes of people I love and found Love there</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">And wouldn't mind to do it as often as I can </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I Love to say I Love you as often as I can even when people said it is not good</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I Love when people whom I love know that I love them </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">And will be super happy when I know that they love me back :)</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I Love to touch with heart and love to be touched with heart :)</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I Love anything keeping my heart warm, peace and full with love :)</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Love,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Kiki</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-49534727704846609892008-10-24T13:45:00.009+08:002008-12-02T15:54:47.488+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Orang bilang sungguh tipis perbedaan antara benci dan cinta...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Dan kadang jika kita selalu berada dalam kemelut dan kecamuk keduanya terhadap satu hal..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Sebenarnya benci atau cinta yang kemudian tercampur diantaranya adalah yang paling maksimal adanya...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Seiring ku bertumbuh,, aku menyadari.. aku punya cinta sejati..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Cinta yang, jujur saja, kadang melebihi cinta kepada <span style="font-size:130%;">Sang Kekasih Hati Sejati</span> </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"><span style="font-size:85%;">(Ya <strong>Tuhan</strong> maafkan aku ya..)</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Atau lebih tepatnya sering <strong>menduakan</strong> cinta ku pada Sang Maha Pencipta.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">(Oh ya <strong>Tuhan</strong> <strong><span style="font-size:130%;">SUPER</span></strong> maafkan aku ya ya ya..)</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Cinta ini tumbuh untuk kamu... iya kamu.. yang hadir selalu...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Datang paling pertama sebelum pacar dan mantan-mantan pacar singgah..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Dan selalu setia disana ketika satu per satu sang kekasih dunia berucap pisah...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Cinta ini tumbuh karena biasa.. karena kamu selalu ada..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Cinta ini juga tumbuh karena kamu ternyata begitu memabukkan rasanya..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Kamu begitu <em>irresistible... sexy </em>dan membawa ku terbang mengawang-ngawang...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Seiring mem<span style="font-size:180%;">bengkak</span>nya cinta ku padamu..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Satu per satu mereka yang ada di sekelilingku hilang lenyap tak berbekas..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Oooh.. <span style="font-size:130%;">Romantis</span>..sungguh hanya ada aku dan kamu..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Kutorehkan namamu.. di mana-mana.. tentu di hati utamanya..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Aku selalu ingat namamu.. <em>simple</em> dan manis..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><div align="left"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Nama mu...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">...EGO...</span></strong></span></div><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Namun seiring waktu aku sadar...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Ternyata kamu <em>playboy</em>... Sungguh kamu pun terkenal sekali..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Hampir seluruh buku ampuh petuah yang kubaca,, ajaran agama yang di-khotbah,, lembaran-lembaran ilmu spiritualitas yang kulahap,, bilang bahwa kamu sumber masalah..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Dan ternyata kamu memang bahaya..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Karena ku baru sadar.. Kamu mengambil alih DIRI ku..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Kamu membuat keputusan-keputusan hidup ku..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Kamu jauhkan semua jiwa-jiwa lain dalam hidup ku..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Cintamu sungguh <em>possesive... </em>Tak mampu kubagi dengan yang lain..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Cintamu sungguh <em>explosive...</em> Penuh amarah dan meledak-ledak..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Kamu terus buat aku mengawang-ngawang di angkasa..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:130%;">Tapi aku bukan bidadari!!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Aku hanya manusia.. yang ingin menjejak hangatnya tanah.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Aku hanya ingin <span style="font-size:180%;">membumi</span>.. Aku ingin ditarik gravitasi..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Aku patah hati... Kuusir kau pergi..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Namun sungguh,, kamu seperti orang tuli..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Diam tak bergeming, terus menatap dan menanti dalam sepi..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Aku BENCIIIIII...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Antara salut dan cemberut,, kubiarkan kau duduk disana..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Kuberikan kandang khusus dengan tulisan EGO di papan nama..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Sebagai usaha ku terus menyadari adanya mara bahaya..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Seiring jiwa ini ber-evolusi,, ku kira ku semakin canggih mengenali sang mantan cinta sejati..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Namun ternyata sang EGO pun terus berevolusi..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Ia bagaikan virus yang terus berganti bentuk dan modifikasi seiring vaksin dikembangkan dan diteliti.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Jika dulu Ia lebih jelas dikenali,, Oooh sungguh sekarang Ia halus sekali...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">(Oh Tuhan,, sungguh Ia halus sekali!!! Hhhhh!!!- geregetan-)</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Hingga kuputuskan kini untuk berhenti mencinta maupun membenci..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Ku hanya perlu hati-hati dan 100% menyadari..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Bahwa memang Ia penasaran setengah mati hingga akan selalu ada disini..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Bahkan kuputuskan kini untuk menjalin pertemanan..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Karena katanya kalau musuh dijadikan teman, akan lebih mudah dikontrol kemudian..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Semoga benar adanya demikian.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Amin...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">(Kiki semangaaaaattttt!!!)</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-15846628266380606852008-10-20T22:41:00.017+08:002008-11-27T10:55:08.072+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Pernahkah kita mendengar kata-kata bijak dari orangtua kita yang mengatakan </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">"pilihlah temanmu"...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Pernahkah kita kemudian duduk terdiam menyadari bahwa kita terseret arus "salah pergaulan"...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">"Salah pergaulan"???... (hmmm... bisa ya?)</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Pada saat kita berkesimpulan bahwa kita "salah gaul"... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Apa yang sebenarnya terjadi disana?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Apakah definisi salah gaul hanya sekedar mentok di arena "jadi bandel"? </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">(atau lebih tepatnya secara sosial diketokan palu keputusan bahwa kita bandel ;p)</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">"bandel" karena banyak minum (kembung donk ;p), banyak merokok, banyak mengganja, mungkin sex bebas, dan perilaku "menyimpang" (pake tanda petik ya) lainnya yang mungkin saya tidak pakar untuk jabarkan :D </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">(<em>I really wish I knew those kind of things, believe it or not</em>... tapi mungkin rencana Tuhan berbeda ;p)</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Atau mungkin arena yang sedikit lebih "ringan".. jadi kebanyakan main, nongkrong2 berjam-jam sekian hari dalam seminggu di mall (anak mall bisa ngamuk nih hehe), kebanyakan belanja, pulang malem (or dini hari), <strong>lupa daratan dan lautan lah pokoknya mah...</strong> (yang di <em>emphasize</em> yang terakhir ya :) )</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Apakah itu artinya salah gaul?...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Pada saat kita duduk terdiam dan menyadari... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Bukankah kesimpulan yang dicapai selalu "kok gw jadi begini ya"..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Bukankah saat itu,, hanya kehampaan,, dan kekosongan yang melingkupi keseluruhan rongga hati?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Ada sinyalir kiriman semesta yang <span style="font-size:78%;">berbisik</span> (atau kadang <span style="font-size:180%;">menghentak-hentak</span>) di keseluruhan diri kita...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Ia berkata.. <span style="font-size:130%;">ADA YANG SALAH</span>...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Namun ternyata sinyalir itu pun tak luput bersinggah...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Walaupun kita membatasi pergaulan kita dengan <em>so-called </em>anak "baik-baik"...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Walaupun kita nurut semua petuah dan menjalani semua perintah...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Jadi apa yang terjadi disana?...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Apa misteri yang menghadiahkan segumulan kelam kehampaan di dalam diri ini?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Bukankah pada saat itu.. kita merasa bahwa...</span><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">kita </span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">kehilangan </span><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">di</span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">r</span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">i...</span></span></strong></div><br /><div align="left"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">atau mungkin.... jauh dari <span style="font-size:130%;"><strong>diri...</strong></span></span></div><br /><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:130%;"></span></strong></div><br /><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:130%;">Sungguh bagaimana mungkin? </span></strong></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Memang diri ini milik siapa sampai hilang dan menjauh?</span></div><br /><div align="left"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Namun memang ia terasa menghilang... Ia seperti menjauh... </span><br /></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Ada yang sirna.. hingga hampa terasa..</span></div><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Kekeliruan seringkali terjadi dalam versi "bandel extreme"...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Saat kekosongan terjadi... kesimpulan kadang diambil dari ketokan palu sosial bahwa memang semua hal itu tidak "baik"...jadi yang mesti disalahkan adalah <strong>semua hal "tidak baik"</strong> itu, <strong>dan teman-teman</strong> yang berkecimpung di dalamnya... Benarkah mereka biang keladi nya??</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Ini bukanlah bentuk support terhadap hal-hal tersebut,, bukan pula bentuk ketidaksetujuan... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Saya berada di luar ranah itu... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Ini sekedar usaha melihat lebih jelas dan menganalisa dengan lebih sadar </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">(orang bilang yang penting niatnya kan :D)</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Namun jika kemudian ternyata kita dihadapkan dengan kekosongan yang sama...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Tapi hal mencolok di depan mata sungguh tidak ada untuk ditunjuk dan dihujat sebagai biang keladi</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Jika sepertinya seluruh lingkungan, teman-teman, dan bahan mainan bukanlah mereka yang masuk kalangan "larangan sosial"</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Apa dan siapa yang mesti disalahkan? </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Apa dan siapa yang harus di-kambing hitam kan? </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mungkinkah inti permasalahan terletak pada kenyataan bahwa lingkungan membuat kita berhenti jadi pejuang?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Atau "tidur" kelamaan?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Pejuang kehidupan.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mereka yang terlahir dengan jiwa pemberani..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Berani.. mempertanyakan siapa<strong><span style="font-size:130%;"> diri </span></strong>ini.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Berani mencari tahu <span style="font-size:130%;">Ia</span> yang <span style="font-size:130%;">SEJATI</span>..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Menganalisa ulang pakem sosial dunia..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:130%;">Membedah semesta..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Meniti jalan suci ke dalam diri.. tersesat..terjatuh..tercaci..terhina..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Atau sekedar disebut gila oleh rumus dunia..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Namun tetap melangkah.. karena mereka tahu ini <span style="font-size:180%;">panggilan utama</span>..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mungkinkah juga karena semua benda atau manusia yang kita hujat dan kita hukum gantung itu sesungguhnya men-<em>distract </em>fokus kita... memperlambat perjuangan kita.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Karena akhirnya kita sibuk menata penampilan luar diri daripada meniti jalan ke dalam diri..</span><br /><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Lalu.. haruskah kita tutup hidup ini -<span style="font-size:100%;"><strong>kunci rapat-rapat</strong></span>, <span style="font-size:130%;"><strong>gembok berlapis-lapis</strong></span>- untuk menghindarinya?</span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Sungguh semesta ini indah adanya... Lepas dari semua penilaian baik-buruk dunia.. semua jiwa indah adanya.. </span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Penitian jalan ke dalam diri seyogyanya membentuk kita menjadi manusia penuh welas asih..</span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Pertumbuhan jiwa adalah tanggung jawab diri kita masing-masing..</span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Jadi janganlah kita kambing hitamkan sembarang hal dan manusia hanya karena kita takut memikul tanggung jawab itu..</span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"><em>Simply... </em>Sadarlah dalam menjalani hidup ini... </span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Sadarilah mana jiwa-jiwa indah yang membantu pertumbuhan jiwa kita, dan mana yang menghambat..</span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Jangan lingkupi diri dengan <em>judgement </em>terhadap mereka yang memperlambat proses kita.. </span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Itulah mereka adanya... Disanalah tingkat evolusi mereka.. itulah peranan mereka dalam hidup kita.. dan sungguh mereka pun indah adanya..</span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Namun </span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">dekatkan diri dan hati pada sang pejuang sejati, pada mereka sahabat hati..</span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Pada Ia yang membantu jatuh cinta berkali-kali.. </span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Pada Ia yang membuat rasa syukur memenuhi hati.. </span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Pada Ia yang melahirkan diri kembali membumi.. </span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Kenali lah,, sungguh mereka memiliki banyak wajah</span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"><span style="font-size:85%;">-Pria, wanita, tua, muda, anak-anak, waria, remaja, hitam, putih, oranye, <em>etc-</em></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Hadir dengan beribu label</span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">-Kekasih, ibunda, kakek, embah, teman duduk sebangku, suami, tukang pulung, supir <em>taxi,</em> <em>celebrities, total stranger, etc-</em></span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Ya kenalilah.. dan dekatilah... Duduk di sampingnya.. </span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Jangan buru-buru kabur...</span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Karena seringkali mereka bagaikan tukang pijit handal yang pijitannya sakitttt minta ampuuuunn namun selalu berhasil membuat penat badan hilang semua,, <em>that we will want to go back for more...</em></span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Luangkan waktu lebih banyak dengan mereka.. </span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Mereka adalah jiwa-jiwa menyejukan yang memperingan langkah kita di dunia.. </span></p><p><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">So choose your friend.. or choose with whom you spend your time and heart the most..</span></em></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"><em>And simply (yes not simple really)... Be conscious in living life... </em></span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Sehingga kita bisa menikmati - sekedar meng-obeservasi atau mencicipi- berbagai warna-warni hidup yang disuguhkan berbagai jiwa dan keseluruhan semesta dalam kesadaran penuh.. </span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Sehingga kita bisa jatuh cinta berkali-kali hingga tak ingin mati :)</span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"><u>Note</u></span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Tulisan ini saya persembahkan untuk semua pejuang-pejuang sejati yang memenuhi hidup saya dengan cinta dan kasih.. Yang siap membangunkan saya saat saya mulai tertidur lelap.. Yang mengajarkan saya makna hidup dan rahasia semesta.. <em>You all know who you are</em>.. Terima kasih untuk kehadirannya.. Namaste..</span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Tulisan ini pun saya persembahkan kepada jiwa-jiwa petualang di luar sana yang baru saya sadari keberadaannya melalui anak pinak kecanggihan teknologi bernama <em>blog.. </em>sungguh saya tidak mengenal Anda secara pribadi.. namun melalui beberapa coretan hati Anda.. saya tahu pasti.. saya tidak sendiri :) saya punya teman-teman pejuang baru.. Namaste..</span></p>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-72929436637237979852008-09-28T17:23:00.002+08:002008-11-26T16:27:21.166+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Your living is a blessing..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Your spirit lifted our faith..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Your smile behind all those unstopable smoke contagiously put smile in ours..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Your compassion and affection are without condition..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">It's your laughter..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Your simple question of affection..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Your image of sitting in front of the house with ciggarete on your hand :)</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Your delicious hand made "Bacang" and "Lapis Legit"</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Your love for others</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Your faith to life.. Your smile to the world..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">That I will miss.. That we all will miss..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">I know for sure.. You'll rest in peace</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">So much love for you my dearest dearest Emak...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">My heart with you always..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Note : I dedicate this writing to my lovely grandma who passed away today... Sept 28,08</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Can not be with you... but my heart is..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">God love you too much to let you feel any ongoing pain and sickness..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Love love you!!!!</span>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-27824391784591798922008-09-26T00:10:00.011+08:002008-11-26T16:28:30.674+08:00<a href="http://kiki.cresenda.nomadlife.org/uploaded_images/EarthBlueMarbleWestTerra-703609.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 120px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 113px" height="171" alt="" src="http://kiki.cresenda.nomadlife.org/uploaded_images/EarthBlueMarbleWestTerra-703606.jpg" width="172" border="0" /></a> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Luar biasa bagaimana semesta mencipta mahluknya.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Menghadirkan panas dingin abadi kehidupan.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Melahirkan sempurna jiwa-jiwa.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Lepas dari penilaian baik buruk dunia.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Semua indah adanya..</span>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-10156788078649334752008-08-26T23:50:00.006+08:002008-11-26T16:30:32.123+08:00<a href="http://kiki.cresenda.nomadlife.org/uploaded_images/romeoJuliet-760737.gif"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://kiki.cresenda.nomadlife.org/uploaded_images/romeoJuliet-760586.gif" border="0" /></a><br /><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Beautiful love creates beautiful kisses...</span></p>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-4696555822184057172008-08-26T22:40:00.023+08:002008-11-26T16:31:54.742+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">It's when heart decides....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">It's when heart knows what's right...</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">It's when doubt lost...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">And questions exist no more...</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">It's when no words ever right enough to describe...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">And no logic ever smart enough to explain..</span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">.</span></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">The Love grows inside...</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">It's when Faith lingering the two of us...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">And Love fill in the both of us...</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">It's when our hearts become one...</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">It's when we look each other in the eyes...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">With a wordless smile...</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">And we know...</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">That we are home now...</span></div>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-19952790775517702282008-08-19T22:41:00.016+08:002008-11-27T13:14:04.563+08:00<div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong>...Freedom is the only thing that can exist in the space of Love...<br /><em>(Conversation with God - The uncommon dialogue)</em></strong><br /><br /><br />Talking about Love in its universality meanings...<br />Then freedom comes as the centre of the discussion...</span></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><div align="justify"><br />One really nice phrase I read in one good book says that ‘freedom is the only thing that can exist in the space of Love’… </div><div align="justify"><br />Is it really?</div><div align="justify"><br />After some time contemplating the statement… It is really…</div><div align="justify"><br />This is how I see it…<br /><br /><br /><strong>Human soul and change</strong><br /><br />Human, as Life itself, changing all the time..<br />Nothing is ever the same... What consistent is the inconsistency itself...<br /><br />As hard as we try to be the same, or force things to keep the same, we won't be able to resist the change happening with everything surround us as well as the change happening within us...<br /><br />It took me a while to understand this thing...<br /><br />Years back, when I was so young, there were moments I remember when friends will push us further from their circle whenever they feel that we are changing... Into someone they don't know.. When 'change' is something to be avoided... no matter how good or bad the change itself... It is avoided simply because it presents something new,, something unfamiliar,, yet creates insecurity... A lot of times in Life, status quo chosen as the best solution only because the security and familiarity it gives... Yet by choosing so, we fail to see the beauty or at least knowing the beauty of the new things...<br /><br />Back to ourselves as a human, as a soul, we keep on changing... conscious or unconsciously... There is one thing I have been thinking for some time, that we can measure our growth as a soul by how often people succeed to define us as a person... The moment we are being understood and easily defined is the sign that we stop to grow, or more precisely resting a bit too long in one stage of Life...<br /><br />This is taken from the introduction chapter of The Madman by Kahlil Gibran:<br />....And I have found both freedom of loneliness and the safety from being understood, for those who understand us enslave something in us...<br /><br /><strong>Freedom and space to grow</strong><br /><br />Then as human keeps on changing... How can we keep on loving people we love when they constantly change? What if the side that I love dissapear and change into another side that I don't know? And even before I get acquainted with the new side, it starts to tranform into some other new side that I have no idea on what it will become...<br /><br />Love then is all about giving freedom and space to people we love to be who they really are... To see them as one whole package...<br /><br />The easiest example is when we talk about Love between couple.. A lot of times the theme of fights or arguments are about differences and the 'bad' side of our couple.. The analogy that perfectly represent this situation is color...<br /><br />When we say that we love our couple is the same way when I say that I love grey color!... Yet the statement of 'I love my couple' will mostly follows by but....... I don't like it when He/She is bla bla bla... and also when He/She is being bla bla bla... It will be like saying I love grey color but I don't like black color... Yet grey is a combination of white and black.. Both are what consist grey color... They are completing one another into the lovely grey color that we love...<br /><br />A lot people will find it hard to accept this... Yes,, because the framework is still black and white... Good and bad... Let's try another color that might help us understand this more clearly.. Say that I love Orange color and loving red color and yellow as two main primary colors that consist orange... As red is as beautiful as the yellow and both creates the color I love the most - Orange-...<br /><br />So it is all about seeing people we love for who they really are, as nothing is bad, because one completes the other to creates the person for whom He/She really is...<br /><br />And most importantly is about giving space for them to grow... Not stopping them by making judgements nor definition of who they are... But loving them as a constantly growing soul... And by time we will always find new amazement in the person we love... It's experiencing new Love all the way...<br /><strong><br />It's about being fair and respectful</strong><br /><br />What makes the effort sometimes hard is when our surroundings do not have the same way of thinking as we are...<br /><br />Along the way people creates a lot of bias and see us from one single particular point of view that sometimes does not represent even one single percent of who we really are...<br /><br />Bias as well comes by judgement and definition that born from comparison... Comparing us in the measurement of other people... Yet every single soul is unique, nothing is the same... Nothing in this universe is duplication as God is the almighty Creator... God creates not duplicate nor replicate...<br /><br />Yet we can not control other people... We can only be responsible for who we are... Being conscious includes conscious about what things surround us might make us feel and take control over it before it takes control over us..<br /><br />Wrong thought, perspective, and bias about us shall not make us create the same things to the other person... As by doing so we are not being fair because we, as they are, just see them for one single small side that might not at all represent who they really are..<br /><br />It is how we try to be respectful even when those respect does not returning back to us... Yet Life is not a trade centre where profit or loss is what matters...<br /><br />I believe when we succeed to understand and implement these.. That will be the moment when the statement of 'I love you' becomes the real truth :)<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">So for those blocking their heart for me before even knowing me for who I really am, I am trying as hard as I can to be fair to you… To see you for the real you and to know you for the real you … Praying you’ll be able to do the same… Yet if you fail to do so… No worries… I’ll love you for you…</span> </span></div>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-46748911287802196132008-07-06T11:17:00.005+08:002008-11-26T16:33:43.155+08:00<span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;">24 <span style="font-size:85%;">years...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:180%;">24</span> blastful years... </span></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;"><span style="font-size:85%;">That I have the wonderful gift of living...</span></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">As I go through year by year... My memory captures frame by frame of my journey...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">I see wonderful mixture of composition... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">I see beautiful combination of different colors blended together...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">I feel the love,, the pain,, the lost,, the confusion,, the joy,, the tears,, the laughter,, the ups,, and downs</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">I remember all the journey within... gathering pieces by pieces of my own Self... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">And come to this point.... Today... Twenty four... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Gratefuly... I say... I am alive... as alive as I can be... Filled with Love within... And surrounded by Love outside..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Proudly I say... I reach the point I wishes to reach at <span style="font-size:180%;">24...</span><span style="font-size:85%;"> and seeing my way to complete my 25,26,27......</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I am grateful for the best gift that I have always get in my Birthday... always...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">It's my gift.. of living... of alive...</span></strong> </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:85%;">So.. happily I say....</span> <strong><span style="font-size:180%;">This is a good 24!</span></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"><br /></span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"><p align="left"></p></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-8977494253500679162008-05-20T22:36:00.005+08:002008-11-27T10:57:08.758+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;">This is a celebration of my deepest grief<br />And the holly moment of overwhelmed surrender<br /><br />By this I am humbly giving you to the hands of life<br />By this my heart purely decide that my mission God given me is done<br /><br />The devotion of my whole self has completed<br />The acceptation of my whole self has perfected<br /><br />By heart I know I’ve given all Life wants me to give<br />By heart I believe I’ve taken all Life wants me to take<br /><br />I’ve shared every single life-wisdom I know<br />And I’ve learned every single life-learning you have<br /><br />The circle has completed<br />I know I didn’t fail you<br />For God knows I’ve given all my best<br /><br />Once again… I am giving you back to the hands of life</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;"><br />Life is calling you<br />Your own Self is calling you<br /><br />So don’t fail them….<br /><br />Go travel your life…</span><br /></span>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-3010916771177000292008-05-19T17:46:00.007+08:002008-11-27T10:57:57.017+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;">I want to sleep in mother's womb...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;">Safe and soundly in mother's womb...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;">So warm and so dark...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;">Let the darkness darken my soul..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;">Let the water inside drowning me down deep...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;">The light keeps shining me through...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;">And the voice keeps calling me to go out of my dear mother's womb...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;">But wait...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;">Just give me a little while...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;">Just leave me a little while...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;">Because my pain wanting me here...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;">Our reunion just begins...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;">I want to feel every single of it</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;">From the heart to each and every part of my body...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;">Let me drop every single tears I have...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;">For as long as I wish...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;"><strong>Then I'll smile back to the world...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>I promise...</strong></span>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-14493065908337770102008-05-05T16:01:00.009+08:002008-11-26T16:34:53.779+08:00<a href="http://kiki.cresenda.nomadlife.org/uploaded_images/PICT0482-791652.JPG"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 221px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 133px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="162" alt="" src="http://kiki.cresenda.nomadlife.org/uploaded_images/PICT0482-791209.JPG" width="348" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">I am... a small piece of dust in a desert</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">I am... one drop of water in the sea</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:85%;">I am just one little piece of all the Magnificent Artworks exist</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Yet... I am the Magnificent Artwork itself as well</span></span></div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">I am... Unsignificant and Significant at the same time</span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">How beautiful God works... How beautiful</span></div>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-45487444798327535702008-04-25T11:18:00.001+08:002008-11-27T10:59:06.956+08:00<a href="http://kiki.cresenda.nomadlife.org/uploaded_images/j0411797-755063.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://kiki.cresenda.nomadlife.org/uploaded_images/j0411797-755059.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>Dear Friends… How are you?</div><br /><div><br />I hope life treats you wonderfully fine<br />I am doing fine here<br />I am feeling grateful</div><br /><div><br />Grateful as I feel that life is pouring me never ending learning water from its precious bucket<br />Learning from my mistakes, my stupidity, my ego, my confusion, my limitation…<br />Learning from others' wisdom<br /><br />Realizing how I am still far away from knowing much about life…<br />Understanding myself bit by bit, seeing my faces in others<br /><br />Solemnly looking down… knowing that I am no one… and everyone at the same time…<br /><br />Dear friends…<br />How are you?<br />I wish you all the very best in your own journey<br />Wishing you are as grateful as I am<br />And hoping so much that Life treats you as good as it is treating me<br /><br />For those heading somewhere to other part of the world starting their own journey; physical, emotional and spiritual journeys…<br />I wish you all my sincere hope of great experiences<br />Experiences that will lead you to knowing your own selves<br /><br />For those welcoming their new days in new atmosphere<br />I wish you joy and enthusiasm<br />Welcome the unknown with a blasting happy heart<br /><br />And at last for everybody<br />I wish you all an exciting heart in living your life<br />In writing your own story of life<br />Making the best of your time in this life<br /><br />It is my honor to have you all in this life time…<br />May god be with you all…<br /><br />Go travel your life…<br /><br />With all the love I have,<br />Kiki </div>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7578988224230008130.post-33532735086110016132008-04-09T10:05:00.001+08:002008-11-27T11:03:37.569+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">It was just 2.23 am when I woke up suddenly. No reason… Just a sudden woke up. I was checking the time on my HP and replying one nice message I received :)</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I tried to go back to sleep. It was a hard effort, really… I just don’t feel sleepy at all. I guess it was because of two cups of coffee I had at the day time. I start to get so nervous. Nervous because I know I’m so bad with getting less sleep time. I know I’ll turn into zombie for the rest of the day with 2 round black circle under my eyes. Getting all dizzy. And my brain will simply stop working. The more nervous I get, the harder for me to go back to sleep.<br /><br />So I decided to made myself a nice hot chocolate and tried to read some last pages of ‘Catching in the rye’. It was maybe after around 10 nice pages that I decided to make my final attempt to go back to sleep.<br /><br />Well.. I failed.. Haha and suddenly heard the birds chirping. It was around 5.30am. So I opened my window and felt the nicest city atmosphere here.<br />Well.. the city is always nice, especially at night with all the beautiful lights on. But it was something else, it’s not only about the view, it’s about the whole combination of everything that morning.<br /><br />Buildings with its Blue-white sky colors background. The sun was still peeking and adding a slight orange color to the sky. The lights around the city and along the Love River are still on. The streets are empty; I can see the whole roads clearly, without cars and scooters covering them. And here comes the best parts that complete it all. The early morning breeze combined with the beautiful birds chirping orchestra filled the air. God... it was beautiful and peaceful... </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://kiki.cresenda.nomadlife.org/uploaded_images/The-Nicest-Morning-716468.jpg" border="0" /><br />That was Love...<br /><br />I decided to have an early breakfast as I saw that the nearby breakfast store has opened. It was the nicest walk I had to the breakfast store.<br />I treat myself warm milk and fish dan-ping. That’s quite a heavy one. I might turn into zombie soon, but at least a healthy and happy one :)<br /><br />Now I have all the reason to wake up early everyday,, To feel the Love all over again :)<br /><br />Love,<br />Kiki </span>kiki.cresendahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06514901376063524498noreply@blogger.com2